Happy New Year

So at the end of each year for the past few years, whenever I take out my to do list for that year, I most times end up in a quick depression after going through it. You know why?

Cause more than half of my work is left undone

Then comes the part I try to convince myself that I tried. "But I worked hard nau"😩

Then fear creeps in, with a touch of pain and hatred,...hatred towards nobody in particular.

From a younger age, I learnt to put down goals along with a time frame.

Like, "at 20, I should be done with this and start doing that" or "at 25, i should be here and planning to go there"

Now imagine feeling like I'm stuck in the plans meant for my "teen me"

I dont know if I have others who feel this way?

But are we planning to give up now? Never! 

We trust God

Another year just started, we have set new goals and we roll over previous ones and we work harder

My pastor D.O Michael once told me: 

" You set these goals, now you see it's not happening in time, don't put yourself under unnecessary pressure, move your deadline forward and work hard towards it. (Paraphrased)

So instead of getting depressed or angry with myself ( yourself)

We brase up to work harder

Now, if you've set goals and have not started working, it's time already, your new year resolutions started counting on the first day of January when we still felt like we should take a break and just rest, like it's still a NEW year

In 2022, we do more, we Trust God

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 😌😌