ANGER: Strength or weakness??

"Look, when I'm angry, I can't control the things I do, people are scared of my anger, even me I'm afraid of myself, so stay on my good side and don't get me angry"

I've heard this a lot of times, so many times, and I'm always wondering how do you people feel, like how do you take pride in anger as in anger

When did anger become a sign of strength

So when i see you I should shiver??🙄🙄

Look at me... Anger is a WEAKNESS!! Yes, weakness

It is something you should go to a corner and pray about

See, growing up I always had issues with getting angry very easily, I mean very easily

And it hurt me that I hurt the ones that love me but it hurt me more that they didn't know I was hurting too and you know why?

Cause this was out of my control.., it was something I didn't want,  I wanted it to stop happening

I wanted to stop screaming at my parents to LeAVE Me Alone, I wanted to stop walking out on them

Romans 7:15... Was happening live through me

I couldn't understand my own actions 😣

Big sis would say... "She don enter avatar state"😅😅 and at this point, everybody stays clear🙃🤨

I remember asking my elder brother if I was possessed? Cause by just calling Dorcas, I've gone mad... Amazing!!

For once I never saw anger as an asset, like who does that?... it only broke me as days went by

I looked sick, I barely ate, cause once I'm angry, that's the end of that meal..., My relationship with family and friends was nothing to write about... 

I even get angry when you try to tell me I'm angry

At a point my chest was hurting, wait, not my chest, my heart was aching

I was helpless yet refusing to listen for help

Okay, now, this is it...

Anger does no one no good

Anger takes more than it gives you

It will make you feel like you're in charge, in no time, you'll be left in your wretchedness

Thing is you could be completely free from anger... God has helped and is still helping🙌

No one has God turned away for asking for help

But how do you ask for help when you don't think you need help??

Be angry but do not sin!

I end here!!

The peace of the Lord be with you, Amen!!